Life Lost...

I watched the report on Kelly Thomas. (you can read about it here) 

The man with Schizophrenia beaten to death by 5 Fullerton police officers.

My stomach churns just looking at the photos.

(hearing his voice crying out for his dad) My God, it kills me. 

As a parent my heart aches for his mother and father.

As a mother of a son who MAY have Schizophrenia Im TERRIFIED!!

My son refuses to take the meds they claim he  needs. Im treading water here.. Surrounded by sharks and its only a matter of time before Im gobbled up by the same beastly disaster.

Im absolutely horrified by what Ive been subjected to by our local police depts..

My son was arrested July 10th and during his ordeal he should have been brought in on a 5150. However, they “tried to charge him with assault)

The arresting officers stated they wanted to bring him to the local Hospital that handles such situations.

Yet, a “Detective” made the deciding factor and brought him to men’s county jail. (he was beaten at the local police dept)

KNOWING full well my son wasn’t in his right mind. When he was lucid enough at the psych ward he told me everything.

He pointed to his head and said.. I remember EVERY detail.

**I cant go into detail** a select few know the whole story and WHY he was beaten. The mere mention of a name.. and he had his ass kicked.

YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!!!!! You and your righteous band of brothers …

I cried to my son.. cried for them beating him.. and you know what he said…

DON’T hate them mama, PRAY for them.

I still haven’t been able to pray for them.

Sorry..

I cant bring prayer to my lips for any of you. I cant even respect you. (hangs head in shame)

The night he was released into the ward the doctor asked who had beaten my son. His many knots on his head and face spoke volumes.

I was SICK over it. Picturing my son handcuffed, hands behind his back & beaten. His face fractured. His inability to protect himself

just brings me to my knees. 

 I know where the beating occurred. PAY BACK for what happened October 29th 2009 AT 11:39AM

(you’re department KILLED him) Is my son next because he’s RELATED?!

I mean WHO does that? Someone with a badge, who believes themselves “GOD” and above the law.

My son was mentally UNSTABLE. Just like Kelly Thomas.

Lets go over A  5150. here

Please see info

My son had tried to “stab himself” stating as much to an officer. His  stab wounds apparent on his arms and wrists.

He admitted to stabbing himself. As well as "seeing things"

I know personally how “corrupt” our system is. How officers have their own laws within the dept. You snitch.. your done. Or, you don’t go along with their ways, YOU’RE DONE.

Even if it’s the right thing to do. They TARGET YOU!

Boy do I know. Doesn’t matter if you’ve been raised with morals and values.. Whether your religious, whether you have a family or not. They turn their back on you if you don’t go with “their” way of thinking.

I watched a report recently on KCAL 9 (can read it HERE as well ) about Sherriff’s deputies being involved in a gang “within” their OWN dept called the 3000 club.

ARE YOU FRICKIN KIDDING ME?! you can read it HERE

They sport “bar code” tattoos on the back of their “bald” heads. (you can read it HERE) 

As I said.. Glorified gangsters and a legal way to kill people.

You bastards.

  

I’ve wondered how police have gotten away with murder for so long.  Corrupt cops patrolling our city streets and walking the halls of the mens county jail

I hope they ROT in hell for what they did to Kelly Thomas. 

You personally MAKE ME SICK.

And what makes me happy.. is the fact KARMAS a BITCH